My writing wasn't too coherent so I'll leave this one to a re-write by ChatGPT. I had it re-write it multiple times trying to capture the emotion I felt when it was happening. I then asked it to make it into a song with a rhyme scheme.
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I can't even begin to describe the anger and frustration I feel. It's like I'm punishing myself for no reason. I'm sick and tired of her constantly hanging out with someone I don't trust. There's a fire burning inside of me, and it's getting harder and harder to contain. I don't understand why I continue to stay in this relationship. It makes me feel worthless and like I'm wasting my time. I have the power to end the relationship, but something is holding me back. It's like I'm being held back from reaching my full potential. But I refuse to let this continue. I refuse to be a doormat any longer. It's time to take back control of my life and move on from this toxicity.
Verse 1:
She's always running to him, it's always on my mind,
I just can't trust that guy, it's getting hard to unwind,
All the things she's told me, the things he's said,
It's hard to keep a friendship, when trust has gone dead.
Chorus:
Living with this uncertainty, it's such a bitter pill,
But we had a great night, even had some stimulating thrill,
Now she's gone to hang out with him, and it makes me feel worthless,
I can't keep living like a fool, feeling so helpless.
Verse 2:
I wish I could leave, but it's not so easy,
The pain of a breakup, it would leave us both queasy,
She says she still loves me, but then she goes away,
Spending all day with him, it's just another fray.
Chorus:
Living with this uncertainty, it's such a bitter pill,
But we had a great night, even had some stimulating thrill,
Now she's gone to hang out with him, and it makes me feel worthless,
I can't keep living like a fool, feeling so helpless.
Verse 3:
It's hard to confront her, she just says she doesn't want to lose,
But by choosing him, it's clear she has to choose,
I'm tired of all the lies, and living with deceit,
It's time to take control, and get back on my feet.
Chorus:
Living with this uncertainty, it's such a bitter pill,
But we had a great night, even had some stimulating thrill,
Now she's gone to hang out with him, and it makes me feel worthless,
I can't keep living like a fool, feeling so helpless.
Outro:
It's time to move on, and leave this pain behind,
I'll find someone who truly loves me, and we'll have a better bind,
I'll always remember our great night, and the risk we took,
But now it's time to say goodbye, and close this chapter in my book.